Hikigaya Hachiman's romance?

  It must be a failure!

  ....well, this is actually true.

  'It should be said, the fay old cssmates in junih school, have already been thrown into a fotten er of my memory....'　　But after beiioned by Sakayanagi, the name [Orimoto Kaor emerged easily.

  The other party robably very surprised, because I suddenly fessed.....and then she didn't say anything in respo all.

  Eve messages were sent.

  Regardless of whether the email exge was a sign of pity or charity on her part, but for Hachiman who was in junih school.....

  'Whenever I find an excuse, I will send her a message, and think.... that my retionship will fluctuate depending oher there is a reply.

  Only, she will definitely not know about these things, let alone remember them. 'This is probably an inexplicable arousal because of teenage hormones!'

  'After realizing the truth, it bees my dark history that I want to throw into a bck hole....'

  Because, the other party might not be aware of him at all. 'That's why, I hate gentle girls!

  As long as they say hello, I will subsciously think wildly.

  As long as we se messages to each other, my heart will still be agitated.

  I will giggle at her call record all day long.... 　　But now Hachiman knows that the girl who is geo him.....also behaves simir to other people.

  Expectations again and again.....failed again and again.....'I don’t know when it started but.... I no longer have hope!'

  Therefore, he hates gentle girls, because no matter what...they will always be misuood.　“This is really a pessimistic thought!” Sakayanagi decided to sole him, and ge his self-depreg way of thinking, only....“But, the matter of the test paper has just been written off."

  inally, she hoped to obtain Hikigaya-kun's past, but instead found that.....it had turned into a dark youth literature.

  'Therefore, what kind of person was Kaori Orimoto, who had previously caused Hikigaya-kun to blunder and even distort his cept of love?

  'It actually twist people to this point.....' “I'm sorry that I touched on something sad for you today," Even though Hachiman just described not likile girls, Sakayanagi still chose to be that person, “But I don't think, it's the right thing to pletely deny all girls like this!"

  "Are you ily trying to frame yourself about being a gentle person?" Only, Hachiman wasn't deceived by this kind of pillow talk.

  "What do you think?" She just showed a cute smile in response, and blinked her eyes at him. Although Sakayanagi looks cute, even like a baby angel.　　'But, I must warn you, this girl is probably a little devil!' And, because they probably have nothing else to talk about, Hachimahis pot paying the bill as usual.

  But, he still gred at another Css A, student, who was listening to this private talk the eime.

  “.....” Kamuro-san. She just kept her mouth shut about this matter.

  But Sakayanagi, was still ihe private room.　　"Speaking of which, did Kamuro-san have any iing love stories when she was in junih school?" She robably ied in other people's love affairs, now that Hachiman has piqued her curiosity.

  So, she started asking from the people around her. Only, these words made Kamuro-san frown.

  Because, even though, it looks like just a normal question asked by a girl, who was very ied in knowing about such things.....but for Kamuro-san...When I was in junih sy parents were artists and painters, that's why I was also given training.

  Only, she did not want to i the family business uhose boys from the CW. 　Rather, Kamuro-san was actually quite rebellious in junih school.....she went straight to joirad field club.

  Her old life, is probably about sweating and running. 'So, what is love? Rather, what are boys?'

  ________________　　Probably because of talking about his past with Sakayanagi, Hachiman is more rational today.

  After returning to the , he found Horikita eating alone.　Sigh...'Although she has been enrolled for more than two months, this girl still makes her own lunch.'

  Today's bento is also quite delicious, and I smell the aroma that whets people's appetite. Certainly.

  Only, when Hachiman looked in her dire, she didn't even take a peek, and just used her right hand to move her bento away from that ivore's gaze. 'I have no iion of sharing today.....'

  It caused, Hachiman to just watch the other perso in silence. And Horikita is indeed a very unique girl.

  When a boy stares at her, she tio do her own thing....not even a single ge on her beautiful face.

  Only, wheched his deskmate, put the lunch box away, "Although it's rather sudden, I ask a question?"

  "...What's the matter with you?" Suzune looked over, feeling quite disturbed. She has no iion of letting Hikigaya-kun to eat her today. 　　But, there are also rumors among the girls that...a boy named, Hikigaya-kun fessed his love to Iose.

  Only as a person who doesn’t know much about this bizarre attitude of girls, Suzune didn't know much.

  '....Rather, I am not very ied in other people's affairs.' Yeah, sorry for making this sound like, it was your fault....

  'It's okay, I just didn't want the readers to make a poor judgement on my abilities.' Horikita Suzune is, indeed worthy of being called a real straight person. 　　'But, among the girls I knew, Horikita was the first one who didn't look at me straoday.' Hachiman looked at her and thought about something.　　"When I met your brother at the vending mae, what was the reason for your dispute at that time?"　　This girl is the younger sister of the Student cil president, Horikita Manabu.　　Generally speaking, ism is a hahat be used to open the back door, but if not done properly, it easily bee a weakness...　For example, Even though they are blood siblings, Great power es with great responsibility, and so this little sister, Horikita Suzune, has to be more careful.

  'Otherwise, being taken advantage of by someoh ulterior motives.... may bring trouble to my brother!' At the same time, she will also be involved, which will make both of them very distressed.

  And this is what Hachiman was ed about.

  This scared little chi, always had to be on guard against her potential enemies.　　Therefore, the identity of the current Student cil president is just useless for the time being.

  Only, What Hachiman wants to firm is that....her weakness was exposed in Sudo's previous fight.　　Capitalized coward.　　If this is not addressed, Horikita will just be busy fishing for most of the time, leaving all the work to his other Secretary's head, Kushida-san! 'How repulsive! Do your own work?!' She didn't want this.

  Even if the President did his best, to hide their taboo retionship from others, when it would be a matter of the Student cil, people will definitely notice his sister's weird behaviour.

  Hachiman's css already had enough bombs, and he didn't want to set off another one. 'So today, I decided to bee a bomb disposal agent! Isn't that cool?'

  But, even if he wants to probe into her heart, Hachiman still has to pretend, "If you don't like it....don't have to answer."

  “...Let me think about it,” Only, Suzune did not refuse, so she might as well say...'In fact, I also needed someoo talk to' "...Nii-san, he -"　　She said slowly, while looking down, and her bento id aside, “he probably hates me....No, it should be said that Nii-sa take me seriously..."　　It was a tragic retionship between two cold siblings. (Just like Killer frost and Caitlin Snow)

  'What the hell is this?! Author-san, are you sure, you know the truth?'

  'Isn’t Horikita's brother a sis- just like me?!' Hachiman was quite surprised by this statement, this was really quite heavy talk. 　　'But, your brother spent 1 million points to give you a lecture, and even transferred 100,000 points to me....'

  And you're still talking about, how the other party hates you? Don't care about his sister at all?!' This kind of talk was now making Hachiman, the older brother, feel quite pressured. 　　"My presence will always lower the evaluation of Nii-san... that's all." But his deskmate wasn't about to stop pushing, Horikita Suzune seemed to have sentenced herself to death.

  'When I was seen by Nii-san during Sudo-kun's trial....I only feel that I am inpetent....' That's why, Suzune was so cowardly, and....even lost her appetite.... that chy looking tempura was just locked away behind the pstic bars.

  “.....” Hachiman, who was eyeing her food, the momeook a step inside Css C.

  'Even, though Horikita looks weak, and pitiful....I'm also feeling sad now.' This is a question that o be thought about.

  If Horikita is judged purely based on her academid sports performance, overall ranking would definitely be among the top students.

  But Hachiman also knows that, she has always adhered to her own path.

  'For example, she brings her own lunch every day.' This earned Horikita, his praise. 　　Because, Hachiman's future goal is to be a housewife......'I have a favorable impression of people who cook.'

  And this girl is a bookaholic, always study 8 hours a day.

  'It's 10 hours actually....' Right, Hachiman had been to her dormitory before and, there was a schedule taped on the wall instead of a poster dispying a scary girl lig her dy, which seemed to have creeped Kamuro-san out.

  The arra is roughly like this.　　In addition to the study time in the every day, Suzune has to make up 4 additional hours.

  'That means you have to read for 10 hours a day! Not even, Yamauchi shake his dick for that long....'　　And still day after day. How terrible!　　Today, Hikigaya-kun was inally inspired by Sakayanagi to recall the events of junih school, which made him a little seal, but now..... 'I suddenly felt that, I could give this chi a hand....maybe, this one will start to fly?'

  "Horikita, what do you want to achieve in this life?" Hachima....if he asked her some questions like this, there are high ces of drilling a hole into this wall.

  As an older brother, he looked at his partner with utmost attention..

  "You ask me what I want to do..."However, Suzune suddenly ched one of her hands into a fist, "I... I want to make Nii-san reize me..."　　"Ever since childhood, no matter what I wao do, Nii-san had already e all before me... so, I couldn't help but feel inferior. And because of this, I khat I was not in that person's field of vision. That's why, I want him to look at me, and seek for the unknown, in front of his sight......”

  “Really... In other words, you are imitating his way of living?" 'Rather, I have now crawled my way into Horikita Suzune's heart...　　And, it turned out, this seemingly aloof girl is actually so childish inside.

  She is just an individual, among many people who have a capable sibling, and because of this.... Suzune has lost her presen the family, she didn't have much ground to stand on.

  I envy that cool person, and want to be more powerful just like them.

  Only, 'Do you really have to be that smart?'

  'Is it, that difficult that you are not a strong person like him?'

  'Why, force yourself to plete an almost impossible mission?'

  'If your brother be a Nobel Prize wihere's o force the younger one for doing the same....'

  But, human nature is also very strange.

  You envy others, but perhaps, the other party is the one who was jealous of you this whole time, but you didn't know it.

  However, regarding the jealousy of rich people, they will definitely not envy humans without money.　　Only, this Horikita Suzune is also a little different. She wahis for herself....to bee outstanding just like, Horikita Manabu.　　It's her choiot her parents's request.　　“Horikita...you are probably alone, but, what about the guy named, Horikita Manabu?......Your brother is a man of both sides and has many friends.....And, if I hadn't forced you to tact Kushida, then...." Hachiman crossed his arms, then slightly leaned his body on the chair, and looked at the dark-haired girl from above.

  "You 't learn this at all!"　　"...Huh? Hikigaya-kun, are you here to quarrel with me?" Suzune was choked by this boy, she didn't like this remark very much....it may have wiped out her whole existence...callirash, "I just like to be alone since elementary school, no, to be exact since my kindergarten days.....And, I don't think it was such a bad thing...”

  Hachiman has already heard these lines before, and he was also slightly thinking about it. 'Is it really bad to be alone?'　　That's only justifiable for the strong....who survive alone, but for the mute people....they o stay together from being exploited.

  But, Hachiman did not ridicule her opinion.

  Because, it's not that Horikita Suzune is closing her heart.... it's just she didn't want to waste her time getting along with others.

  In other words, she doesn't feel that suimal-like behaviour, would be her. 'That's why, I won't feel anxious, even if I don't have any friends....'　　There is no shame in this, I don’t even feel like I’m being ostracized. '

  'Because, I actually enjoy living inside my own world....' Suzune feels quite happy inside by doing so. 　　'Indeed, Horikita-san is absolutely right about this, Loneliness ot be used to describe people like us.'

  'I was quite simir to Horikita-san, during my previous schools....there was no one who shared my hobby of reading books..... That's why I didn't pay attention to random people either, whose faces I'll most likely fet in a few days.......'

  Hey, what the fuck is going on here?

  'Being lonely, and isoted....these words are just the final clusion of outsiders, when they see us alone....'

  Cut Cut Cut!

  Shiina-san, please stop taking over like this...I want to plete this chapter today... there'll be more story time for you ter......

  'This world is not absolutely gentle.'

  Hachiman had a feeling that...his seat mate, definitely came to the wrong school.....because as she slowly realised the nature of this school, her type was not suitable for living here.

  "I'm nuing with you....just wao point out some of the mistakes that you may have made,” At this point, even if Hachiman tried tue, he felt like she wouldn't believe him, and cut their talk right there, "Both you and Horikita-nii are two different people. Starting from the personality, he has a lot of friends, right? And to bee like him, you o ge this aloof prospect....but I don't think you do it, and there's a high ce of losing your own w-

  "... Hikigaya-kun, don't misuand me, I hope that I ..."　　"Do you want to copy him?" But, once Hachiman decided to provide therapy, he wouldn't cel their limited time, even if the patient wao break his door. 　"Nii-san, has always been my goal, so I wao bee like him.... but if you ask me, whether I want to copy his attitude in life....this kind of thing," Suzune's expression showed a fused look..... apparently, she has reached a dead end. 'I just don't know, what to think any more...'

  “ you please repeat your ques-

  “.....” Hachiman. 'This girl has actually goray.....'

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