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CHAPTER FORTY-ONE: You Dont Have To Walk Alone On This Winding Road

  The Encampment –

  Continuous

  Every

  head in the clearing turns toward the shrubs where Marcus and Decimus

  stand frozen in the dark. For a moment no one speaks. The

  forest feels wrong now, too quiet, too aware.

  Tiber

  glances up, then back down at Arruns. His hands are still slick with

  blood, still busy packing and cinching bandages. “Give me a

  minute,” he says under his breath. “I want this finished before

  we move.”

  Lucille

  nods. She reaches out and lightly touches Cain’s hand.

  “Go,”

  she murmurs. “Check on them.”

  Cain

  frowns instinctively, then the tension eases just enough for a small,

  crooked smile. He nods once. He ties off the final stitch, firm and

  clean, then presses the bandages into Lucille’s hands. “Finish

  it,” he says softly.

  She

  does.

  Cain

  rises and crosses the clearing, boots crunching softly over leaves

  and disturbed earth. The smell hits him before he reaches them, burnt

  propellant, blood, and something metallic that sits heavy in the

  throat.

  He

  parts the shrubs.

  Marcus

  and Decimus stand shoulder to shoulder over a single body. Neither is

  moving.

  Marcus

  speaks quietly, urgently. “Decimus. It’s— it’s all right. We

  didn’t know. We couldn’t—”

  Decimus

  doesn’t answer. His face is pale beneath the grime, eyes fixed

  downward, unfocused, like he’s staring through the corpse instead

  of at it.

  Cain

  steps closer. “What’s going on?”

  They

  both turn to him.

  Whatever

  Cain expects to see on their faces, shock, adrenaline, grim

  satisfaction, it isn’t there. They look hollow. Drained.

  Marcus

  swallows hard, throat bobbing. His mouth opens. No words come.

  Decimus

  blurts it out instead, voice cracking. “These ain’t machines.”

  Cain

  stills.

  “These

  ain’t robots,” Decimus says again, louder now, almost angry. He

  gestures sharply down at the body. “That’s Lars Festus.”

  The

  name lands like a blow.

  Cain

  feels the blood drain from his face.

  Festus.

  He remembers him. Everyone does. Loud in the halls. Terrible at

  tactics, good with a rifle. Always laughed too hard after duels.

  Dead

  at their feet.

  It

  should have been expected. In the dueling phase alone, four cadets

  had died. They’d been warned, missions could overlap, objectives

  could intersect. Live fire. Live stakes.

  But

  this….

  Marcus

  kneels at another body, hands shaking as he checks armor plates,

  pulls the helmet aside.

  He

  exhales, slow and broken. “Servius Suilius,” he says. “It’s

  him.”

  Another

  name. Another face Cain knows.

  Decimus

  steps back like the ground has shifted under him. “They sent us to

  kill each other,” he snaps, voice rising. “They sent us out here

  to slaughter our own.” His hands curl into fists. “We’re

  supposed to be comrades. Brothers. Not targets.”

  Cain

  looks down at the bodies again.

  Cadet

  armor. Academy markings, scorched and torn. The same armor they wear.

  The same training. The same final exam.

  The

  realization settles like a weight on his chest.

  This

  wasn’t a test of skill.

  It

  was a test of obedience.

  Behind

  them, in the clearing, the others wait, bleeding, shaken, alive, for

  now. And somewhere in the dark beyond the trees, the Academy watches,

  silent and unseen.

  As

  Cain checks a third body, methodical now, grim routine where

  disbelief should have ended, Lucille pushes through the shrubs. She’s

  pale beneath the grime, one hand pressed hard to her side. Blood has

  soaked through fresh bandages again. Still, she stands.

  “What

  happened?” she asks.

  No

  one answers. They just look at her. It has already been said once.

  Saying it again would make it real in a way none of them want.

  Lucille

  doesn’t wait. She inhales. Blood, hot, metallic, layered. Familiar

  scents beneath the smoke. Cadet-issue armor oil. Standard rations.

  Fear, old and new. She sees it all at once. The bodies. The insignia.

  The faces she recognizes, even if she never knew their names.

  Understanding

  clicks into place.

  And

  she feels… nothing. No shock. No grief. No anger. To her, it makes

  no difference whether they were cadets, machines, or prisoners

  marched out to die. They had aimed rifles. They had fired first. That

  is the sum of it.

  Her

  eyes unfocus slightly as her mind moves ahead, already running

  scenarios.

  “Cadets

  will be guarding the VIP,” she says after a moment. Calm. Flat.

  “Which means we’ll have to kill more of them.”

  The

  words land like ice. She isn’t pleased by the thought. She isn’t

  mournful either. It’s just a conclusion.

  Decimus

  shakes his head hard, fists clenched so tight his knuckles whiten.

  “No,” he says. “I can’t. Not now. Not knowin’.”

  Marcus

  steps in close, grips his shoulder, firm. “We have to,” he says

  quietly. “This is the Final Exam. We don’t finish, we don’t

  graduate. None of us.”

  Decimus

  snarls, a raw sound, and rips his helmet free. He hurls it to the

  ground, where it lands in blood and mud. “To the hells with this

  mission!”

  Lucille

  turns on him. Her voice snaps like a blade drawn too fast. “They

  ambushed us.”

  Decimus

  flinches.

  “They

  tried to kill us,” she continues, stepping closer despite Cain’s

  hand hovering near her arm. “They would have put rounds through

  your chest and left you to bleed out in the dirt.”

  She

  gestures sharply at the bodies. “If we hadn’t fought back, if we

  hadn’t fought better, that would be us lyin’ there. All of us.”

  Silence

  stretches, taut and trembling.

  “The

  only thing that matters,” Lucille says, voice low and absolute, “is

  survivin’. Bein’ the better soldier. Finishin’ the mission.”

  Her eyes are hard now, burning green and blue in the low light.

  “Bein’ the one who lives.”

  Lucille

  crouches without ceremony and starts going through the bodies. Hands

  efficient. Movements stripped of hesitation. She pulls magazines from

  chest rigs, checks weights by feel, stuffs them into her own. MREs

  next. Ropes. Multi-tools. Spare batteries. Anything that still has

  use.

  Marcus

  snaps, sharp and sudden. “Lucille, show some damn respect.”

  She

  doesn’t even look up. “They’re dead.” The words are flat.

  Final. “They don’t own anything anymore,” she continues,

  tugging a rucksack free. “If we leave this here, it rots with them.

  We need it.”

  Marcus

  bristles. “They were cadets. Our own.”

  “And

  they tried to kill us,” she fires back, finally lifting her eyes.

  Cold. Unyielding. “Respect don’t keep you alive.”

  Cain

  opens his mouth, voice quieter, shaken. “This ain’t how it’s

  supposed to be. My brothers, none of ’em ever said it was like

  this. Killing classmates. Final Exams ain’t meant to—”

  “Maybe

  it changed,” Lucille cuts in. “Maybe it didn’t.” She tightens

  a strap, hoists the pack. “Don’t matter now.”

  She

  straightens, blood soaking through her side again, but she doesn’t

  slow.

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  “All

  that matters is finishing the mission,” she says. “And surviving

  it.”

  Decimus’

  jaw tightens, eyes burning. “You’re heartless.”

  Lucille

  pauses for half a breath. She doesn’t argue. She doesn’t defend

  herself. She just turns away, gear clinking softly, and heads back

  toward the clearing, vanishing into the shrubs like a ghost already

  halfway gone.

  The

  three of them stand there, staring after her. The forest seems darker

  where she passed.

  Cain

  exhales, low and uneasy. “She ain’t heartless,” he mutters.

  Marcus

  glances at him. “You sure?”

  Cain

  nods, though his face is tight. “She’s focused.”

  Marcus

  grimaces. “That’s almost worse.”

  Cain

  swallows. “You ain’t seen her in tactical theory. When she locks

  onto the operation…” He shakes his head. “She’s terrifying.”

  A beat. “Come on,” Cain says. “We better go after her. Before

  she does somethin’ irrational.”

  In

  the clearing, Lucille works in silence.

  She

  stuffs two MREs into her rucksack, along with spare magazines and a

  coil of rope taken from the dead. Practical. Necessary. She cinches

  the straps tight, then swings the pack up and secures it to the rear

  of her horse’s saddle.

  The

  horse snorts, stamping a hoof, head tossing like it can feel the

  tension crawling through her spine.

  Tiber

  has Arruns on his feet, one arm slung over his shoulders. He presses

  a canteen into Arruns’ shaking hand. “Drink,” he orders.

  “Slow.”

  Arruns

  does, wheezing through it.

  Tiber

  looks up at Lucille. “What’re you doin’?”

  She

  doesn’t stop adjusting the straps. “We’re movin’ out.”

  He

  frowns. “Now?”

  She

  finally looks at him. “This place ain’t safe no more. Bodies

  stink. Blood’s loud. And we ain’t got a clue who else heard all

  that shootin’. We stay, we get ambushed again.”

  Tiber

  grimaces, glancing at the dark ring of trees. “…Yeah. Reckon

  you’re right.” He hesitates. “Just don’t know how far Arruns

  can ride.”

  Lucille

  doesn’t answer.

  She

  unties the reins and leads her horse into the center of the clearing.

  In one smooth motion, she mounts. The horse is keyed up, muscles

  tight, ready to bolt, but she keeps the reins firm, holding it steady

  while Tiber helps Arruns toward his own mount.

  That’s

  when Cain breaks through the shrubs.

  He

  spots her in the saddle and his heart jumps clean into his throat. He

  hurries over and grabs her knee, fingers closing like she might

  vanish if he lets go.

  “Lucy,

  wait.”

  She

  glances down at him once, then looks forward again, eyes already on

  the path she means to take.

  “You

  can’t just run off,” Cain says, voice low but urgent. “We gotta

  stick together. That’s the team.”

  A

  growl rumbles up from her chest. For a split second she bares her

  teeth, feral and sharp, before she reins it back in. When she finally

  speaks, it’s meant for him alone.

  “What

  d’you think they trained us for, Cain?” she murmurs. “What we

  been studyin’ all these years.” Her grip tightens on the reins.

  “Who you think our enemies are.” She leans down just enough that

  he can hear her over the restless horse. “The Order don’t fight

  civilian-born humans,” she says. “It fights itself.” Her eyes

  cut back to the forest. “It always has. It always will.”

  Cain

  swallows. He doesn’t doubt it. That’s what scares him most.

  Lucille

  tightens her grip on the reins, knuckles whitening as the horse

  shifts beneath her, sensing the tension in her legs.

  Cain

  does not let go of her knee.

  “It

  still ain’t that easy,” he says, voice rough, catching. “Lucy…

  those cadets. They weren’t strangers. They were ours. Folks we

  trained with. Ate with. Slept ten feet apart from every night.” His

  jaw tightens. “It ain’t so simple for the rest of us. It don’t

  just… shut off.”

  Something

  ugly coils in her chest. Her lips peel back before she can stop them.

  Teeth flash in the lantern light, sharp and feral, a warning snarl

  breaking loose from her throat.

  “The

  rest of you,” she snaps, twisting in the saddle to glare

  down at him. “That’s your problem right there.”

  Cain

  blinks, startled. “That ain’t what I—”

  “You

  got friends,” she cuts in, voice low and dangerous now. “You

  always have. You got people waitin’ on you to hesitate. To feel

  bad. To mourn.” Her grip tightens until the leather creaks. “Don’t

  you dare put that on me.”

  The

  horse sidesteps, agitated. Lucille heels it forward, hard.

  “I

  don’t got friends,” she growls. “I got you. That’s

  it. So don’t you stand there talkin’ like I’m wrong for knowin’

  what this is.”

  Cain’s

  hand slips from her knee as the horse surges into motion. “Lucy,

  wait, that ain’t what I meant!”

  Too

  late. The horse breaks into a trot, hooves thudding against packed

  earth, muscles bunching to run. Lucille leans forward, intent on the

  dark path between the trees, jaw set, eyes hard.

  Then

  a shape moves in front of her. Marcus steps straight into the horse’s

  path.

  “Lucille!”

  he shouts.

  The

  horse rears slightly, tossing its head, breath snorting hot and loud.

  Lucille yanks back on the reins, cursing under her breath as Marcus

  lunges forward and grabs the bridle with both hands.

  It

  is a bold move. A stupid one.

  The

  horse dances, hooves pawing, neck arched, but Marcus plants his boots

  and hauls it sideways, straining, teeth bared as he wrestles control

  inch by inch.

  “Easy,”

  he grunts, more to himself than the animal. “Easy, damn it—”

  “Marcus!”

  Lucille snaps. “Get outta the way!”

  He

  looks up at her then, face flushed, eyes blazing. “The hell I

  will.”

  She

  jerks the reins again, hard enough to make the bit bite. The horse

  tosses its head, resisting both of them now, caught between commands.

  “You

  ain’t goin’ nowhere without your team,” Marcus snarls. “Not

  like this.”

  Lucille’s

  temper flares white-hot. “Let go of my horse,” she demands.

  “Right now.”

  “No,”

  he fires back, digging in harder. “You run off alone, you die

  alone. I ain’t lettin’ that happen.”

  She

  leans down in the saddle, eyes burning. “That ain’t your call.”

  “Like

  hell it ain’t,” Marcus says. “You don’t get to decide this

  for all of us.”

  The

  horse stamps, sides heaving. Lucille’s hands shake on the reins,

  fury and fear tangling tight in her chest.

  “Marcus,”

  she says, voice dropping to something sharp and final. “You let go.

  I ain’t askin’ again.”

  He

  does not move.

  Behind

  them, Cain steps closer, hands raised, trying to wedge himself into

  the space before it all breaks. “Both of y’all need to stop—”

  “This

  don’t concern you,” Lucille snaps without looking at him.

  “It

  damn well does,” Marcus shoots back. “You think we didn’t see

  it? The way you look at us like we’re already dead weight?”

  Lucille

  bares her teeth again. “I look at you like targets are closin’

  in.”

  “And

  I look at you like you’re runnin’,” Marcus says, breathing

  hard. “Maybe not from them. Maybe from us.”

  That

  one lands.

  Her

  jaw tightens. The reins creak in her fists.

  “Get.

  Out. Of. My. Way.”

  Marcus

  shakes his head, stubborn as bedrock. “Not a chance.”

  The

  clearing holds its breath. The horse snorts, restless, trapped

  between wills. Lantern light flickers across faces drawn tight with

  fear and anger and something worse, betrayal. Lucille stares down at

  Marcus, eyes cold now, calculating. If he does not let go, she will

  make him. And everyone there knows it.

  Marcus

  keeps his grip on the bridle, chest heaving, boots dug into the dirt

  like roots.

  “Stop

  runnin’,” he says, voice low but iron-hard. “Stop tryin’ to

  do this like you’re the only one bleedin’ out here. We’re a

  team, Lucille. Act like it.”

  That’s

  the wrong thing to say.

  Lucille

  snaps at him, a sharp, ugly sound, all teeth and heat. “Don’t you

  dare tell me I’m runnin’.” Her eyes cut past him to

  Cain as he edges closer, hands ready, body coiled like he’ll yank

  her out of the saddle if she so much as twitches. “An’ don’t

  you think I don’t see that look, Cain. You try that, I swear—”

  “Lucy,”

  Cain says carefully, “I ain’t here to hurt you.”

  “Then

  get outta my way,” she snarls. “Both of you.”

  The

  horse tosses its head again, feeling the spike in her anger.

  “If

  y’all can’t handle doin’ what needs doin’,” Lucille goes

  on, voice raw now, words tearing loose faster than she can rein them

  in, “then I’ll do it for you. Not ‘cause I’m kind. Not ‘cause

  I wanna. But ‘cause I have to.”

  Marcus

  opens his mouth, but she barrels right over him.

  “I

  can’t afford to fail this Final,” she says, jabbing a finger into

  her own chest. “I can’t afford to freeze up or hesitate or get

  sentimental.” Her breath comes hard. “I ain’t got a mom waitin’

  back home. I ain’t got a daddy pullin’ strings. I ain’t got

  brothers, sisters, or a House ready to catch me if I fall.”

  Her

  voice drops, shaking despite her effort to steady it.

  “I

  got nothin’. So don’t you stand there actin’ like this

  is the same for me as it is for you.”

  Silence

  slams down heavy.

  Cain

  and Marcus exchange a look, quick, wordless, understanding passing

  clean between them.

  Marcus

  looks back up at her. “Then it’s time that changes,” he says.

  Lucille

  scoffs, bitter. “Ain’t how the world works.”

  “You’ve

  always had Cain,” Marcus says evenly. “You don’t deny that.”

  He nods toward him. “So maybe it’s time you start countin’ the

  rest of us, too. You can call us friends now. Ain’t gonna kill

  you.”

  Her

  mouth opens. No words come out.

  Cain

  steps in then, gentle but firm, hands lowering, not reaching for her

  anymore. “Lucy… you don’t gotta carry this by yourself.” His

  voice cracks just a hair. “That’s why there’s six of us. That’s

  the point. We share the weight. All of it.”

  She

  looks away. Her jaw works.

  “Just

  ‘cause you ain’t relied on folks before,” Cain continues

  softly, “don’t mean you can’t start now.”

  Marcus

  huffs a laugh, shaking his head. “Besides,” he adds, a crooked

  grin tugging at his mouth, “what kinda men would we be if we let a

  little lady do all the hard work while we sit back an’ take the

  glory?”

  Cain

  lets out a quiet chuckle despite himself.

  The

  horse settles, breathing slowing.

  Lucille

  stays rigid in the saddle, reins clenched, staring out into the dark

  trees, but something in her posture cracks. Just a little. Enough

  that the anger leaks out, leaving something raw and unguarded behind.

  For

  the first time, she doesn’t kick the horse forward. For the first

  time, she hesitates.

  Hooves

  crunch through leaf litter and ash as Tiber rides up on Lucille’s

  free side. He hauls back on the reins, his horse skidding to a halt

  close enough she can feel the heat off it. Arruns follows just

  behind, silent and watchful, eyes scanning the treeline even as he

  settles his mount.

  Tiber

  leans over and gives Lucille a firm pat between the shoulders.

  It

  startles her. Hard. She jerks, teeth flashing again, a half-snarl

  breaking loose before she can stop it. Tiber just laughs, boyish and

  bright, like this is any other night and not a blood-soaked exam gone

  feral.

  “Easy,

  tiger,” he says, grin wide. “Heard every bit of that.”

  Lucille

  doesn’t look at him. Her knuckles stay white on the reins.

  “An’

  for what it’s worth,” Tiber goes on, tone sobering just a notch,

  “I’m with ‘em.” He nods at Marcus and Cain. “Enemy’s the

  enemy. Don’t matter if they wore the same colors last week.” He

  shrugs, casual as hell. “Mission’s the mission. An’ if somebody

  points a gun at us?” His smile sharpens. “Then them suckers are

  coyote food.”

  Arruns

  gives a low grunt of agreement from behind him.

  Footsteps

  and jingling tack announce Decimus before he speaks. He comes out of

  the dark with the reins of three horses looped through his hand, eyes

  a little too bright, face still pale under the grime. He swallows

  once, then lifts his chin.

  “We

  need to move,” he calls. “Now. Before somebody else comes

  sniffin’.”

  His

  gaze flicks to Lucille, respect there, raw and unpolished. “Ain’t

  gonna lie,” he adds, voice rough, “this ain’t how I figured

  tonight’d go.” A humorless huff escapes him. “But hell. It’s

  not like I liked all our classmates anyway. Some of ‘em are

  assholes.”

  That

  earns a few tight snorts.

  Tiber

  grins again and tips his head toward Lucille. “Speakin’ of

  assholes,” he says lightly, “bet we run into Seraphine out here,

  huh?” His eyes gleam. “You could finally give her what’s been

  comin’ to her.”

  Arruns

  makes a sound that might be a chuckle.

  Lucille’s

  jaw tightens. Something dark and old flickers behind her eyes.

  She

  doesn’t smile.

  But

  she doesn’t argue either.

  She

  shifts in the saddle, squares her shoulders, and finally loosens her

  death-grip on the reins.

  “All

  right,” she says, voice low and steady now. “We move.”

  She

  looks at each of them in turn. Cain. Marcus. Tiber. Decimus. Arruns.

  “Together.”

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